Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Here's how Awkward Press and Global Grind Reports:
In 1993, Chandler told a psychiatrist and police that he and Jackson had engaged in sexual acts that included oral sex, the boy gave detailed description of Jackson’s genitals. The case was settled out of court for a reported $22 million, but the strain led Jackson to begin taking painkillers. Eventually he became addicted.
Now maybe for the remorse of his death Chandler decides to tell us the truth. ” I never meant to lie and destroy Michael Jackson but my father made me to tell only lies. Now i can’t tell Michael how much i’m sorry and if he will forgive me ”.Evan Chandler was tape-recorded saying amongst other things, “If I go through with this, I win big-time. There’s no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever…
Under the influence of a controversial father (Jordan Chandler) told his son to tell that Jackson had touched his penis.Jordan Chandler then told a psychiatrist and later police that he and Jackson had engaged in acts of kissing, masturbation and oral sex, as well as giving a detailed description of what he alleged were the singer’s genitals.
” Now for the first time i can’t bare to lie anymore. Michael Jackson didn’t do anything to me, all was my father lies to escape from being poor.”
I have every reason to believe that Jordan is FINALLY telling the truth, if this report is true.
Monday, June 29, 2009
It sheds a whole lot of light as to what the Jackson kids went through, especially shedding light on the douchebag that is Joe Jackson.
If you doubt his douchebagery, check this clip.
Otherwise, peep this joint: "You Need Me", was eventually released as the B-Side to "Miss You Much". Enjoy... lyrics below. Let me know what you think. Shouts to LeMar for the hookup.
Interview with Grace Rwaramba , Michael's Former Nanny
Interview With Debbie Rowe, Michael's 2nd Ex-Wife and Mother To His Children.
Maybe what Lisa Marie was saying is true... too many leeches and parasites.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Years ago Michael and I were having a deep conversation about life in general.
I can't recall the exact subject matter but he may have been questioning me about the circumstances of my Fathers Death.
At some point he paused, he stared at me very intensely and he stated with an almost calm certainty, "I am afraid that I am going to end up like him, the way he did."
I promptly tried to deter him from the idea, at which point he just shrugged his shoulders and nodded almost matter of fact as if to let me know, he knew what he knew and that was kind of that.
14 years later I am sitting here watching on the news an ambulance leaves the driveway of his home, the big gates, the crowds outside the gates, the coverage, the crowds outside the hospital, the Cause of death and what may have led up to it and the memory of this conversation hit me, as did the unstoppable tears.
A predicted ending by him, by loved ones and by me, but what I didn't predict was how much it was going to hurt when it finally happened.
The person I failed to help is being transferred right now to the LA County Coroners office for his Autopsy.
All of my indifference and detachment that I worked so hard to achieve over the years has just gone into the bowels of hell and right now I am gutted.
I am going to say now what I have never said before because I want the truth out there for once.
Our relationship was not "a sham" as is being reported in the press. It was an unusual relationship yes, where two unusual people who did not live or know a "Normal life" found a connection, perhaps with some suspect timing on his part. Nonetheless, I do believe he loved me as much as he could love anyone and I loved him very much.
I wanted to "save him" I wanted to save him from the inevitable which is what has just happened.
His family and his loved ones also wanted to save him from this as well but didn't know how and this was 14 years ago. We all worried that this would be the outcome then.
At that time, In trying to save him, I almost lost myself.
He was an incredibly dynamic force and power that was not to be underestimated.
When he used it for something good, It was the best and when he used it for something bad, It was really, REALLY bad.
Mediocrity was not a concept that would even for a second enter Michael Jackson's being or actions.
I became very ill and emotionally/ spiritually exhausted in my quest to save him from certain self-destructive behavior and from the awful vampires and leeches he would always manage to magnetize around him.
I was in over my head while trying.
I had my children to care for, I had to make a decision.
The hardest decision I have ever had to make, which was to walk away and let his fate have him, even though I desperately loved him and tried to stop or reverse it somehow.
After the Divorce, I spent a few years obsessing about him and what I could have done different, in regret.
Then I spent some angry years at the whole situation.
At some point, I truly became Indifferent, until now.
As I sit here overwhelmed with sadness, reflection and confusion at what was my biggest failure to date, watching on the news almost play by play The exact Scenario I saw happen on August 16th, 1977 happening again right now with Michael (A sight I never wanted to see again) just as he predicted, I am truly, truly gutted.
Any ill experience or words I have felt towards him in the past has just died inside of me along with him.
He was an amazing person and I am lucky to have gotten as close to him as I did and to have had the many experiences and years that we had together.
I desperately hope that he can be relieved from his pain, pressure and turmoil now.
He deserves to be free from all of that and I hope he is in a better place or will be.
I also hope that anyone else who feels they have failed to help him can be set free because he hopefully finally is.
The World is in shock but somehow he knew exactly how his fate would be played out some day more than anyone else knew, and he was right.
I really needed to say this right now, thanks for listening.
Friday, June 26, 2009
I remember practicing alone how to do his moves when I was younger. I remember my mother teaching me how to harmonize to his music, and playing her 45's and albums of Jackson 5 music. It's unbelieveable to me that he's gone.
I will say this: the media killed him, indirectly. His gentle and innocent spirit caused people to judge and use him and ultimately sent him into a tailspin that exposed his vulnerability and people attacked it. People used him, abused him, and used his insecurities and attacked him. He also allowed people in his life that were parasites, leeches who preyed on his generosity and kindness and gave him everything he wanted -- without saying no....because he was Michael Jackson.
Whatever you may say about his appearance and eccentricities, they were ALL directly related to his childhood and his fame as an adult. He had a deep sorrow that no one saw save for a few people. He felt very lonely in his fame, and it almost seemed as if he wasn't happy with himself. His perfectionism (and reports of 6-hour-plus rehearsals for his upcoming tour) can attest to it. There was an old interview where on his famous "Motown 25" "Billie Jean" performance, where he said that while everyone was excited, famous people were calling him in congratulations, all he thought about was how he lost his balance on the toe-stand after the moonwalk.
Even at his highest of heights, Michael was a product of his childhood, entrapped in his fame and longing for normalcy, a normalcy that his siblings can somehow attain, but that he himself was unable to.
May he rest in peace now, in a peace that he longed for, and may his children and family be comforted in the knowledge that they were loved by Michael and may they be comforted with Gods love and the love of their and Michael's fans.
My only wish is that the press allow Michael to be put to rest and allow his family to grieve properly. Speculation and negativity only makes you look like insenstivie jackasses. He was a human being with a family and children, by all acounts a good father (as good as he could be) and was in pain emotionally, physically, mentally and spiritually before he died. Let him rest in peace.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
- Ryan O'Neal, Farrah's longtime partner
Rest In Peace, Angel.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Monday, June 22, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Friday, June 19, 2009
County superstar Taylor Swift and T. Pain did a litle 90-second track for CMT (Country Music Television). I like it. It's cute and funny. Kinda like the G-Rated version of the "Natalie Portman Rap" on SNL. What do you think?
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Westview without the
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Here's a video of one of the singles from "Purple Rain": "When Doves Cry". This song in particular was one that changed the sound of popular music, with the sound of the again-ubiquitous Linn Drum and its lack of a bass line.
Friday, June 12, 2009
20 years ago, "Janet Jackson's Rhythm Nation 1814" album, short film, and tour hit the scene.
In tribute to this project, here is the "Rhythm Nation 1814" short film in its entirety (all sections will play automatically).
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Monday, June 1, 2009
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